Dream - Falling Prop and Herbs

  My school was putting on a play of Romeo and Juliette, I didn't exactly participate in it. There was a scene where I stood on an unstable prop,which elevated me higher and higher. Eventually the prop collapsed on me, I survived by stopping a support pillar from crushing me.
    I believe this represents how I was nearly crushed by Kathy's words, I let it happen, by unstably pushing more and more into her resentment or annoyance (one of the two) of me. I was able to save myself.

  Another scene on campus, after the accident, I walked with someone to the area where the 100th-building would be. Instead of the building, a slope of bright green herbs, bustling in pure,healing magic.

  Herbs - to dream of herbs indicate your need to take a new approach toward some situation or relationship. You need to think of things from a different perspective and live with some zest. Alternatively, it is symbolic of healing and magic.
  Source : dreammoods.com.

My Yesterday 2/20/2012

  I awoke at 9am, lying there until about 10:10am, I got up and stretched.
Next, after brushing my teeth and washing up I took out everything Kathy, who is no longer my " best friend ", and placed it in a box labeled,
" Perishable " .
  Kathy and I are no longer friends, it's over. Kathy Nguyen no longer exists. Who is she anyways?

  Downstairs, I told my mom what I did before coming downstairs.  She asked me why we were no longer friends, because Kathy was a 'good girl' and we appeared to be 'good friends'.
 " She has emotional problems ", I began, " It all started with me asking her what's wrong and she didn't want to tell me, so I kept pestering her, then she's like, ' I think we shouldn't be friends anymore ' . "
I tried to summarize it all, which made it sound like a weak argument.
  I took out the trash bag I was holding, full of peanuts I emptied out of the "Perishable"-box.

  Breakfast : my mother fried noodles with vegetables, it was delicious. I liked the crunchiness of the friend cabbage.
  " Thank you for the food. "
  I watched episode 8 of "Natsume Yuujinchou Shi".
  Mother left at about 1pm for work.
  I brought the 'babies' (growing vegetables and herbs), Hiei, Koenma, and Kurama outside, feeding them water and giving them the sunlight they needed.
  After doing some stretches, I sat in the warm sunlight, killing the remaining negative impacts of Kathy.
I went back inside to fetch a bit of bread for the hungry sparrows outside, before going upstairs to clean the bedroom my sister and I shared.
  I spent about three hours cleaning : organizing the bookshelf, rolling out the blankets that carpeted the floor, and rearranging things. There is now a second cardboard bookshelf. I also vacuumed the room and picked up dead cells in light corners, using duct tape.
  It was quite a lot of work,but enjoyable, refreshing, purifying the area.
  At about 5:10pm, I brought the plants back inside before it began to get cold, then went upstairs to take a shower.
  Dinner : fried noodles and boiled eggs my mother cooked earlier today.
' Thank you for the food. '

  Later that night, my friend, Jennica sent me a link to a 33-minute video on our generation's knowledge of the holocaust and opinions about abortion. :
  http://www.180movie.com/

  I'm amazed that I actually sat through it and it improved my narrow perspective.

Stop, sunglasses time

Time to be an egoistical jerk with a pair of sunglasses on.

Inspiration from wearing sunglasses while typing back to one of my friends. 

Drawing My Best Friend

This is the notebook / journal I received on my fifteenth birthday from my best friend : 

This is the first page and the back of the front cover : 

This is the drawing from yesterday of my best friend : 

I felt a random spark of inspiration to draw her, as if , " Now is the time. " 

These are the two songs I listened to while drawing her : 

Liszt - Hungarian Rhapsody No. 2 - 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pN92591mDaE&feature=fvst

Tchaikovsky - Romeo and Juliet : 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mOfb-YZYU5g

Snail Guy

  I was browsing around on 7chan, and I found this Gif, so I thought I'd share it.

Bad Joke

  One day, as I came out of the shower, drying myself with a towel, I remembered another time where I had gotten out of the shower, my hair dripping wet upon the rest of my body. 

  " Just because you touch green* doesn't mean you're dry ", my sister said.

* Green is my favorite color. 

  I snickered at the memory, then got the idea, 

" I'm so hot that I dry myself ", followed by the imagery of a buff guy flexing after showering, his muscles dried by his smoking hot-hotness. 

Click for full view of image. 

Screenshots of old RP

These are a couple of the screenshots from the DN roleplay my best friend, Kathy and I used to do a few years back.

I need to get to class dammit.

  Prologue here.

So these past couple of days, I've been told by a schoolmate that has friend likes me. A few other schoolmates join in, telling me to wait for him at passing bell, he really wants to see me. 

  Look here though, we've never met before, nor spoken to one another. We've never even had classes together either. He just sees me around campus.

  " Secret admirer ", my art teacher labeled him for me. 

  " Yup, secret admirer. ", I sighed, thinking how ridiculous this is. 

--

  [ Today ]

 I'll wait for him for one minute, only one minute, for sure,for sure, if he doesn't come, I'm leaving. 

  The bell in 5th period rang for passing bell, six minutes on the dot has now begun. 

" 1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10..", I crossed my arms.

Seconds later, " 60. "

  I swung my bag over my shoulder, stepping towards the door. 

" Its been a minute, now I'm leaving! " 

" -? What is it (why were you counting)? ", my friend looked at me. 

" Oh, some douche bag, named Steve, likes me and I've never met 'em before! So, here I am waiting a minute for him, because some schoolmates told me to wait. This is so stupid. " , I pouted as some boy walked into the room. 

" This Steve? ", Christine pressed her hand against him, pushing him out of the way. 

" I think so", I turned to look at him.

" Hi Steve!", Christine said. 

I looked at him, with a " :I " -expression, then left the room. 

" Tammy! ", a schoolmate shouted, dragging me back into the room, "Steve walked in there! Didn't you see him?!"

  " Yea--", I wasn't able to finish. 

  "Steve! This is Tammy, the girl I was talking to you about!", her arm was hooked around mine, I struggled to pull away.

  " I need to get to class! I have PE next! "

  He gave me an awkward look, not even a greeting, but there was no time for a ' Hello ' anyways. 

I pulled away and sped out of the room. 

 ' Looks like one of those average Asian guys to me. Reminds me of Frankie, because of his height, 

but Frankie-kun is better. '

I sped off to class with 4 minutes left. 

--

  After school, I told my art teacher what happened. 

He hypothesized, based on how this-so-called 'Steve' acted, gave the impression that he was shy. 

" To shy to take action, what a wimp ", I huffed.

That Research Paper?

  I finished my research paper and got it printed up at school, by sending it to my e-mail. I feel accomplished.
Miscellaneous things I learned today :
  women have a curved pelvic bone for child-bearing, where as men do not.