7/10/2012 - Dream

  I transferred to an academy. The students somewhat bullied and taunted me. A teacher sent me on a task to pick up two large pizzas, giving me a ticket to pay for the $70 pizzas. Supposedly, the ticket pays for the pizzas. 

On my way, trying to get through campus, a met a boy who was ditching class. I asked the boy for directions, and he gladly walked me there. 

  The pizza man gladly accepted the ticket and gave me the two pizzas, all ready to go. 

I don't remember what happened after that, but I'm sure that I delivered the pizzas alright. 

  The second half of my dream started in an area much like some schools combined.

I saw a girl running, she had a pained expression, and was a bit taller than me. Looking in the direction in which she had came from, I saw Israel. I turned and ran, coming forth to a playground. I met Chris--

I called him 'Chris' in my dream, but in real life he's actually 'Victor'! 

'Chris' and I talked about his new hairdo. Hopping that if I was in a conversation, Israel would avoid me. I still had to take leave of the conversation to evade Israel. 

'Chris' left, and I turned to meet...Israel (Godammit!).

I got a closer look at his attire. He wore a white, buttoned up dress shirt and pale white-khaki pants. We stood there, looking at one another. 

  I started to run again. He probably followed me at a Michael Myers's pace. I zipped through the halls of Andrew P. Hill. I came forth to a room where there were tanks of flowing water (like the touch-pools at the Monterey Bay Aquarium). The water flowed like a fountain, like " the flows of time ". 

  Israel came to the room, stepping towards me, until he was right beside me. 

Then Kathy was at the doorway, she said that she had a gift for me. 

  The water in the room stopped, the flows of time had stopped, a time to stop and think.  

Under the immense power for time to be put on hold, I collapsed. Israel caught, and set me down on the floor.

" You see, without me, you could've hit the ground.", he said still grasping me. 

His words and touch, he was like a snake. I can't recall if there was anything else that he said. 

  Then, he kissed me. 

Surprisingly, his lips were soft, just like the virgin he is.  

  Next thing I knew, I was up on my feet. The gift Kathy gave me was a book of colored sequences. 

I found Andrea by the doorway unconscious. The flow of time returned, the waters were running again.

"Sona!Sona!", then I realized I wasn't calling her by her given name, "Andrea!Andrea!" 

She woke up. I told her about the name. 

The last thing I remember was my laptop by the water, I need to send this dream.

  I've been running away rather than confronting things, but I have been thinking and reconsidering. 

Even if friendships are to be broken, everyone is connected.  

A Short Dream

I walked into the kitchen and got a banana. On the banana sticker, it read, "Just do it".
  Then, I woke up, "Just do what?"

3/18/2012 - Dream Fragments

1.) Comic book panels that were seemingly double-faced, some had a golden-yellow tone with black shading, others had a sky-blue chrome with black shading. Both types of panels had something to do about a rumble.
2.) Comic book convention that is coming to a close. At one particular table, they were selling a book on the Sandman .
3.)I saw some kind of penguin-toy, wadding on its orange feet.
4.)A snowy area.
5.) I was at an apartment, it had a brown interior. I had the form of a little girl, probably the age of six. Walking into what seemed to be my home, the neighbor greeted and gestured me to take a seat as she prepared some food. The neighbor's home was connected to mine. A dog greeted me as well, he must be my pet or something.
Judging by the scenario, it occurs to me that I was an orphan, being taken care of by my neighbor. She seemed exasperated.

[ Dream interpretations ]
  Skipping #1 and #2, because they don't really mean anything.
3.) Penguin - signifies that my problems are not as bad as I think they are. Serves as a reminder that I need to keep my cool.
4.)Snow - signifies personal inhibitions, unexpressed emotions.

5.)Dog - symbolizes intuition, loyalty, generosity, protection, and fidelity.  

Dream - Falling Prop and Herbs

  My school was putting on a play of Romeo and Juliette, I didn't exactly participate in it. There was a scene where I stood on an unstable prop,which elevated me higher and higher. Eventually the prop collapsed on me, I survived by stopping a support pillar from crushing me.
    I believe this represents how I was nearly crushed by Kathy's words, I let it happen, by unstably pushing more and more into her resentment or annoyance (one of the two) of me. I was able to save myself.

  Another scene on campus, after the accident, I walked with someone to the area where the 100th-building would be. Instead of the building, a slope of bright green herbs, bustling in pure,healing magic.

  Herbs - to dream of herbs indicate your need to take a new approach toward some situation or relationship. You need to think of things from a different perspective and live with some zest. Alternatively, it is symbolic of healing and magic.
  Source : dreammoods.com.

12/17/2011 - Morning : My Dream

  I awoke at eight o'clock, lying there, thinking about my dream and pulling out what stood out the most.

  The dream  : I was running and I got hit from the left by a ball. Later, I was on a pathway that lead straight forward. I felt nothing dark about it. Lastly, I was walking, encountering Israel-senpai up ahead,
he sped past me ( I didn't even receive a glance from him). I was neglected, or ignored.

 I'll only type down a couple of the interpretations :

  Ignore - To dream that you are ignoring someone or someone is ignoring you represents some aspect of yourself that you're not paying enough attention to. Perhaps you are overlooking something.
Alternatively, it may reflect your waking experiences of being ignored by that person.

  Left - to dream of the direction left symbolizes the unconscious and repressed thoughts / emotions.
It is an indication of  passivity.

  [ My thoughts ]
    I'm starting the process of ignoring a certain someone, though I haven't exactly made a complete decision to ignore him. I feel as though he has something to say.
I feel calm at the same time, though.
I don't feel anything strange either, just clear and a bit repressed
(unless that's considered strange).  [Shrugs]

12/4/2011 - Dream

  I had a dream where I was in the downstairs bathroom. I saw a snapshot of the toilet and I was washing my hands. After that, I went outside to the dining room, my best friend, Kathy, was there. We hung out, and I was using my laptop.
 Later, I saw a snapshot of a bookshelf, then the dream ended.
 
 [ Interpretations ]

Friend :  Signifies aspects of your personality that you've rejected, but are ready to incorporate and acknowledge. The relationships with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Alternatively, dreaming of a friend indicates positive news.
  Bathroom : To dream that you're in the bathroom represents instinctual urges. You may be experiencing some burdens/ feelings and need to " relieve yourself ". (Alternatively signifies purification and self-renewal. You need to cleanse yourself both emotionally and psychologically.)
  Toilet : To see a toilet in your dream symbolizes a release of emotions. You need to get rid of something in your life that is useless. Seeing a toilet in your dream may also be a physical manifestation brought about your bladder. The dream is attempting to get you up and use the bathroom.
  Hands (washing) : A worrisome issue that you need to work through. Alternatively suggests that you are in denial or no longer taking responsibility of some matter. You are letting go and letting things out of your system.
  Books : To see books in your dream represent calmness. You are moving towards your goals at a slow and steady pace. Books also symbolize knowledge, information, intellect, and wisdom.
  Bookshelf : Various levels of where your mind keeps ideas, concepts, and memories are kept. It also suggests that you need to acquire some information or knowledge in a situation before making your decision.
  Laptop : to see or use a laptop in your dream represents your need to reach out and communicate with others in any circumstance.

  [ Thoughts ]
 I am rejecting a small fragment of myself, I don't know what it is, but I'm ready for it. The days are getting brighter, I can feel it, I'm ready for anything that's coming my way. I've been thinking,
I guess its like an urge, because of my hormones, I've been wanting to kiss Israel-senpai.
I'm going to drop the idea, knowing he wouldn't want that and time is kinda being goofy right now.
  " Don't do it ", is what my heart is saying.
I won't do it, even though I may love him and I remember that dream I had in freshmen year,
I'm not going to do it. Heck, he wouldn't even allow me to anyways. I'm not giving up, just dropping the idea.
 I have now relieved myself (not literally). (Yay)
I'm chill, cool with it, I'm still steadfast, headstrong and patient here.

12/3/2011 - Dreaming about a Scramble of Things.

I'm going to list the things I remember from today's early-morning dreams (I did not go to bed at night, but today at 1AM).
-- The Scrambles of Dream Fragments --
1.)  I was at school, the sky was like morning light, the bell had rung and students were beginning to walk to class.
I stood in the hall that leads one way to the ROTC, Gym, and C-portables, the other way leads to the 400,300,200 and so-on buildings.
Diagram :

  I spotted Israel heading to the direction of the ROTC building of the hall. He must be heading for third period, therefor brunch must've ended. I pulled a cloak over myself (which made me either feel invisible or I was invisible, like the invisible cloak from Harry Potter). There was a snapshot of my legs, random--but there's a meaning to it.
I padded over to Israel from behind.
He turned around, smiling at my presence.
  The dream ended.

  [ Interpretations ]
 Cloak : To dream that you're wearing a cloak represents the need for security and warmth, you want to be protected. It may also mean that you're trying to cover-up or hide something.
 Legs : Indicates that you've regained confidence to stand up and take control again. Also implies progress and your ability to navigate through life.
 Invisible : feelings of not being noticed or recognized for what is important of you. You feel that you're being overlooked.
(Alternatively : you are trying to withdraw from the realities of life)

 [ Personal thoughts ]
  I always thought that I'd be forgotten, like I really was invisible.
But this dream, it was like it pointed out that I was not always forgotten.
Even though in freshmen year, I sometimes was. Like that time when I made lunch for Senpai and he forgot three times and I waited for him after school 'til 4pm. Its all good now though.
  I don't feel forgotten now, not even the tiniest bit. I'm happy, I really am. 
Maybe just sometimes though, I'd feel forgotten again. 0.5% chance of the time I will. 


2.) I had a dream that I was sliding on my side, down a wooden platform that was tilting.
I saw a random bit of blood splatter a little distance away,diagonal from me as I slid.
I jumped into a bright white light below, the dream ended, but I felt that after the jump, I landed in a safe place.

  [ Interpretation ]
  Parkour : To dream of performing a parkour indicates that you are not letting any obstacles stand in your way to completing your goals. ( Alternatively means that you're in tune with your surroundings and environment. You are able to adapt to any situation. )
  Blood : life,love,passion and as well as disappointments.
  Wood : suggests that you're feeling dead and emotionless inside. Behavior is automated. You are not fully thinking things through.

 [ Personal thoughts ]
  I'm feeling emotionless inside, because I don't know how I should feel. I may be happy, but because everything is so clear, its like blankness.
My love burns strong, like white fire in my life right now, I feel great.
  Its blazing so gaily, that I feel nothing.
Its so strange, so very strange!

3.) I saw a blue bench in my dream.
  Bench : Suggests that I normally take on a passive role instead of taking an initiative.
  Blue : Truth, wisdom, heaven, eternity, devotion, tranquility, loyalty and openness.
Perhaps you are expressing a desire to get away.
 May symbolize your spiritual guide and optimism of the future. You have clarity at mind.

[ Personal Thoughts ]
  Time to get things done, I want to devote myself to work on my strength and bonds (relationships).
I'm determined and happy.

11/9/2011 - My Dream

Italic words are the definitions that I got off from here : http://www.dreammoods.com/
--
The Dream :
 It was Saturday, I had invited my friends over to hang out. My best friend would be arriving in the evening, another friend, Amy at noon (remembering that I gave her an invitation back in her birthday letter on Monday), and Israel-senpai was already here--sitting in the bedroom.
"12:19PM", I outside to get Amy. She called my name and told me that I was late. I sheepishly grinned and invited her inside, " Israel is also here, upstairs-", I began. She frowned. I somehow reassured her.
  The dream fast forwarded.
I was in a crowded hallway, Israel-senpai was walking ahead. His back was turned away from me. I called out to him, he kept walking. Either I was being ignored or my voice couldn't reach him.

Ignored - represents that you are not paying enough attention to some aspect of yourself.Perhaps you are overlooking something. Alternatively, it may represent your waking experiences of being ignored by that person. 


" Israel-senpai! Israel-senpai! "
  The hallway faded in a dim orange color.
I was transported to the quad at school, where I was moving on wards to my next class. I had a strange feeling that Israel-senpai was looking for me, but I ignored it and dashed by when his back was turned.
" Why..did I do that.." I regretted it.

  I awoke. I curled myself under the green fuzz of blankets. The hand of which holds the strong connecting bond between Israel-senpai and I trembled, I clenched it into a fist, clasped it with my left hand and held it close to my chest. I coiled my body even tighter.
  I am in need of comfort. I feel weak. I am a weakling. I feel weak, because I am weak.
It was still pretty early, I closed my eyes and saw the pitch darkness where golden orange butterflies fluttered.
"I must be dreaming", I was and I awoke once more to the dim blueness.

Butterfly - symbolizes need to settle down; signifies creativity,joy, romance, spirituality. Experiencing a new way of thinking, or undergoing a transitional phase.

Orange - hope,friendliness, courtesy, generosity,  liveliness, sociability, and an out-going nature. May want to expand your horizons and look into new interests. 


  I have come to the conclusion that I need to stop overlooking a certain thorn that I have and turn things around to get things back into 100% homeostasis. I feel poetic, here is a crappy poem I came up with in 5 minutes.

 My strength is my sword in battle,

when I feel weak and meek

my sword degraded,

I allow myself to be stabbed and suffocated,

as many times as there is hope to protect you

For though my corpse may be forgotten,

I sit and wait for you

A Dream of Zombies

I awoke at 10:50am from an epic dream : 
  I was hanging out at Han's house in his bedroom,it must've been Friday,June 3rd,2011.There was suddenly a horrific sound of groans and screams from outside.We looked outside of the window and discovered zombies.Han started to freak out for the fact that zombies had entered his home,and soon-they'd be upstairs.
He started to climb out of the room through his window--unarmed.I tried to get him to bring a weapon along,but he was so into escaping that my words were blocked.
I somehow obtained a lightsaber.
  Even though zombies were about,we still had to attend school--so the dream must've fast forwarded to August.The students were totally paranoid,and were clinging onto their weapons.
  Fast forward.I was on top of one of the gym buildings,back-to-back with Israel-senpai,fighting zombies with several other people.When the area of the gym building was cleared,I said to Israel,
  "If I'm bitten,kill me as myself,I don't want to die as those ugly things."
He,understanding the circumstances,replied,"Okay."Then recharged his shotgun.
  We were then notified that an army of zombies were heading towards the school from the hills.
  We fought,I woke up before the end.
I did not get bitten.